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shooting heroin

I’ve been shooting heroin for 5 years and my life has finally turned around l. I didn’t think an addiction would ever happen to me and instantly after trying heroin it did.¬† My life went down hill very quickly and I couldn’t stop it. I never thought I would be that person, and I was. Everything I worked for, everything I had, didn’t matter & the only thing that mattered was getting the next high. My life turned very dark for a while, and it became a full time job to get high. Looking back at […]

31.05.2017

Downward Spiral

My life has been nothing but a downward spiral for the past few years and finally it’s starting to look up. I’d always see those commercials for treatment and thought it was a joke. I thought these were obviously actors because addiction is so low and dark and these people looked so happy, I never believed it was possible. I didn’t believe that people could smile after experiencing such darkness, I didn’t believe I would ever smile again.¬†Treatment changed & saved my life. In treatment I thought the rules and waking up early and all […]

31.05.2017

Getting high

Getting High was life. It was a full time job on top of all the part time jobs I had to attempt to support my habits. Every morning I’d wake up sick, because of course everything from the night before would be gone. Then the day would begin. I’d look in the same spots over and over hoping I’d find more gold, more change, more anything so I didn’t have to go work myself to get right. I never wanted to have to stoop to the things I’ve done, I never wanted to hurt the […]

31.05.2017

the road

Every time I think about the road to brought me to all the places and wonderful things I have today, I’d have to say it started when I sat down in detox and did my intake. When I answered questions about my drug history and drug use it was a timeline of where my life went wrong. Sitting in detox sharing stories about drug use and bullshitting about where our lives brought us to end up there made me see that I’m not a horrible person and it was the drugs that made me do all the things […]

31.05.2017